Chaos Painting
Fridays at 9 AM EST / 10 AM BRT / 15:00 CET
Co-Hosted by me and Beth McNamara
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In the morning, the deluge of spiraling mental and emotional activity comes to visit again. These movements paint a very clear picture of the chaos that you live in, and yet you get lost in it, ruminating, analyzing, hesitating, doubting, and the rest. You could follow your first impulse to sit and meditate, or clean the kitchen, or do your exercise routine to try to control the chaos.
The control leaves things orderly, digestible, logical, reasonable. Makes sense.
It also leaves you without aliveness, possibility, and the space to discover what the chaos has for you.
What if you skipped the impulse to control the chaos and tried something different? What if you faced straight into the chaos and got curious about it? What if you decided NOT to try and make sense of it?
If you dare, join us in an experiment to discover what your chaos has for you with other creative and curious co-navigators.
We will unleash the chaos and explore our inner worlds and words through feeling, collaborating, and art making.
Don't come prepared for anything.
Date Night
Mondays, January -March 2024
Co-Hosted by me and Jeffrey Shub
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Meet with other couples and people exploring romantic relating to discover the magic you two create together. Benefit from the intelligence of the group and real-time practice deepening intimacy in your relating space.
When I Think About You, I Trust Myself
Sunday, February 25 at 5-7 PM BRT
Co-Hosted with Gabriela Fagundes
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Move from "I trust you" to "I trust myself to navigate anything that happens"
Is your friend trustworthy? Your partner? Your parents? Your boss? Your colleague? Even your next move or that thing you desire most?
Is anyone or any situation really trustworthy?
What even is trust? Can you have trust without the expectation that they will always be there for you, loyal to you, and treat you how you want to be treated?
What if trust is a false, elegant doorway to expectations and resentment?
What if you can shift from trusting someone else to radically relying on your inner resources and the universe to navigate whatever happens?
This means you can navigate any feeling, emotion, heartbreak, celebration, aliveness, or unexpected turn of events.
If you have been placing your trust outside of yourself in life or love, come join this space to try something different.
GET VISIBLE | Rage Club for Women
January 2024, 4 week series
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Have you been playing small recently, or maybe even your whole life? Have you been waiting for permission from others to follow your desires? Have you been scared of making others angry when you ask for what you want or say what you really think? Have you been hiding behind a quiet voice or not sharing your voice at all? Have you been stopping yourself from sharing your unique gifts with the world? Have you suppressed your desires so much to the point that you don’t even know what you want?
I’ve done all of these things and I am ANGRY about it. I am angry seeing other women who do the same, tiptoeing around their own power. I am angry about all of the gold that I am sitting on and hoarding for myself because I am scared to be seen in my full magnificence and radiance. Sound familiar?
The world needs women who are committed to finding their clarity, creating from this clarity, and getting visible with what they create. This is exactly what you will practice in this Rage Club.
This space is for women who are more committed to standing in their power than hiding behind it.
I NEED this space. If you are reading this it’s possible you do too.
Beep! Shift! Go!
January 22, 2024
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You got the Beep! You got the Feedback. You are totally Hooked. You are triggered. You took one step too far and fell into the Swamp. You are NOT HERE, NOW.
Yet, you have cultivated enough conscious awareness to know what is going on inside of you while you helplessly slip into the sea of emotions that pulls you out of the present like a riptide you just can’t fight. You may be back there, hanging out in the past for an hour or a day, or maybe you’ve landed in the sticky, muddy Swamp that is gripping you up to the knees with no sign of leaving in sight.
You see that you are not here, in the small now, and you want to choose something different. You want to be here in the small now with your 4 feelings and 5 bodies fully online, letting the Bright Principles work through you, in your Adult, or even Archetypal, ego state. You want to be fully of service, you want to be on the team, you want to notice what is happening in the people and environment around you.
And still, this battle inside of you rages on: to be here, or not to be here, that is the challenge.
How do you use your discipline (and other energetic tools or forces) to CHOOSE what you want in this moment without trying to fix it or get it to go away? How can you consciously choose the present when you are somewhere else?
Navigating Offers for Intimacy
January 4, 2024
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
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Do you know how to negotiate what you want in your relating space? Or does it turn into low drama more often than not?
Navigating your relating space can be combative and filled with gremlin reactivity. On the other hand, you can fill your relating space with the Bright Principles of Connection, Collaboration, and Creation.
Negotiation is about being skilled at making offers for intimacy. With practice, winning starts happening with the people you relate to.
We want to practice with you because it is such a simple act, and yet is not always easy. We also want to research this with you because we can’t to do it alone.
What tools, what distinctions, and what level of responsibility is needed for your offers to land in support of archetypal love?
This space is for couples, for friends, for colleagues, pirates, creators, and journeyers who want to discover the magic of true intimacy. As we kick off 2024, we take a stand for practicing intimacy with ourselves, each other, and with the village to bring a new level of loving co-creation into our lives.
Sisterhood Uncensored
November 16, 2023
Co-Hosted with Jenya Anderzhanova
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Dear women,
I stood by and watched in silence as I watched you abandon yourself, again. Part of me wanted to see you suffer, and part of me was too afraid to say anything because you might hate me for calling it out.
Sounds familiar? Have you done this with the women in your life, with your sisters, before? Have you competed, compared or simmered in jealousy as a woman dared to shine her light more fully? Have you felt the pain of keeping a secret from your friend or manipulated information to win the attention of men? Have you built up false stories about why she doesn’t like you so you don’t have to create connection with a dangerous woman?
All of these weapons and habits, and ultimately survival strategies, we developed to cope with living in a patriarchal culture. This time is ending and we need to come together to redefine what sisterhood means to us in the realest sense of the word.
“Sisterhood uncensored” is a space to research what does it mean to be in deep true connection with each other as women in next culture. In order to create an archiarchal Sisterhood we will dive into the underworld of women relating in modern culture, a space filled with shadow and sorrow. Only when we feel the pain of self-inflicted suffering through facing the reality of relating to other women in patriarchy we can co-create the Sisterhood we have been yearning for for so long, together!
Relating on the Bridge
October 2, 2023
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
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It’s the topic that cannot be avoided and that also doesn’t get discussed very often.
This worktalk is born from our (Jacqueline and Jeff’s) necessity to discover how to relate in groundlessness. We come with questions and insights, and want to explore romantic relational space with you for what works and doesn’t in deepening a context between individuals on a pathless path.
This is not about archiarcal relationship because we are not there yet. This is about how it works on the bridge from Modern Culture to Archiarchy.
How do we work together, stay centered, distinguish our paths, unpack labels, acknowledge the white widows, and hold our swords high?
If you don’t know what these words mean, this will be a gateway to notice more subtle layers of relating that you may have never considered before.
We are cultivating a space between each other that walks an edge of owning our shit while being vulnerable about our underworlds. Embracing feedback as an act of care for the other to blossom into that which we have committed to. Using our energetic bodies to know when to bring more rage or gentleness to the moment.
It is a dance of nuances and a perpetual training ground for seeing ourselves clearly while staying in connection with one another, putting the larger purpose first for winning to happen. Keeping the humility of not knowing the answers alive to support unfolding magic and collaboration to co-create something bigger than us.
All of this while having FUN and making LOVE.